i'm really really hate myself ! ;'(

okay , nothing to update my blogger , just i want to say i miss him so damn much ! okay , it's really hurt to me ! hmm :( i don't know how to change myself to be matured to him :) Jyeah ! i know i'm not really perfect to him :) hmm , okayy , i always miss him and love him :) i really really love you untill my last breathe :) i'm not strong without you babyy :) please forgive me okayy :') mohamad farhan <3